Here’s a inside look at my testimony Created by God, who performs wonders by repairs.
At age 7, I lost my dad on December 24th 2005 by a heart attack. My dads death affected me in many ways.
I moved to Texas in 2010 as a incoming seventh grader, it was difficult to adjust, I am a shy and quiet boy who really never talked to any one. That year I stayed to myself, barely speaking
to others and communicating. After junior high was over, the darkness and sadness time happened. I began to get bullied for my height, and appearance.The comments later got to me, as being alone was enough, I was also a victim of bullying.
By the end of my freshmen year, I couldn’t handle it anymore as I turned to self harm. Cuts were covered all over my arms as I began to hurt. The blood wasn’t worth it, but the stress mechanism was. Later sophomore year, I began to purposefully forget to eat. I went from being a 124 pound 6’3 male, to 116 pounds. My life went spiraling down at one moment during my junior year. I felt very alone and lonely. I felt no use of living this life full of hurt and dark moments.
My daily life consisted of arriving home and just crying myself to sleep. January 3rd 2015, is a day l’Il never forget. I didn’t want to suffer in silence anymore as I grabbed the closest bottle of pill and took almost the whole amount. It took awhile for it to kick in but in no time my body was dizzy and I began to vomit continuously. Tears erupted in me as I wanted to admit defeat. Giving up seemed to be the only option, but I found a light. I turned to him. I asked him to heal and forgive me for all I did. At that time, I was atheist and didn’t know how perfect our God was. Then, as my vomiting settled down, I fell asleep on the bathroom floor.
Since that moment, I know who God is. how perfect our God was. Then, as my vomiting settled down, I fell asleep on the bathroom floor. Since that moment, I know who god is. He turns our tests into a testimony. Our mess into a message.
Our dreams into a reality. My dream that day was to be in a relationship with our father, Jesus
Christ. Know that God is with you through the storm and the peace (Romans 8:28).
